measi's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Blessed Beltane Rain-filled Beltanes stump me. It's supposed to be a happy celebration of life-- of the fullness and passion of life. It's gloomy out, and I'm in a foul mood this morning due to some events last night. Hard to celebrate Beltane honestly when I feel this way. *sigh* I think I'll have to let off some steam watching Hugh fight with those adamantine claws this evening. grrrr...... 12:10 a.m. showing of X-Men 2. A good time to let off the last of the "you know, why am I still even remotely worrying about this?!?" energy. Before that, I plan on grounding. For a while. I'd hoped as I drove to work this morning that I could go ground outside. If it were a weekend, I would in a heartbeat. But because it's raining and I won't have an easy access to dry clothes here at work, I'll just have to wait. Hopefully there will be some clearing at lunchtime. And maybe I'll have a good sex romp with Erich, too-- it is Beltane after all. Gotta celebrate in true, pure form, right? Sorry that I'm not talkative today... just not in the mood, I suppose. ~ Mel. 9:44 a.m. - 01 May 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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