measi's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sorry for locking, but... The previous entry is locked on Diary-X It's been on my mind lately... again... and I just needed a good venting. It's an issue that spikes up a few times every year, and I've learned that it's something I have to acknowledge, roll with, and then rest it aside to go on with life. Tan and [erich] both know what it is-- deep dark secrets of the past. Probably the biggest one I have. I don't think I need to say more. In any case, it's password protected not because I don't want people to read it-- because I think it gives a much deeper dimension to me than I do almost all of the time here. But because I want to *know* who is reading it, since my real name is attached to it. Stigmas suck. They really, truly do. Self-inflicted pain is worse. --Mel. (who is feeling okay otherwise... this just has been nagging lately. It's hormones. Really). 11:07 a.m. - 6 June 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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