measi's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- feeling swirled Not sure if that's the best way to describe it, but it's the only one-word description I could come up with. The more extended version is that I feel like I'm being spun inside a milkshake blender. Maybe it's stress, maybe it's a random depression bout, maybe it's because I Maybe I'm off-timed with my period and I'm having some PMS. I don't know. Needless to say, this week is again starting with me in a foul mood, and I really don't like it. I've got a bad attitude about work. I have a bad attitude about life. I have a bad attitude about gaming. And I have some strong feelings of needing to pound things. I think I seriously need a vacation. I can't even blame it on Mercury being retrograde since it hasn't been since about mid-February. I'd like to, though. It's like a perpetual retrograde. I'm finding myself in one of those "I don't want to do a fucking thing because I'm too goddamn tired" modes. Grrrrrrrr..... And where the fuck is my coffee? 11:13 a.m. - 4 March 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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